Statement
My
life has been shared between two countries, the United States and
Mexico. I’ve experienced the hard rural life of my parents
in Mexico and the dangerous and fragmented life of the inner city.
I am a person made up from experiences from both of these worlds.
I am Mexican but I am also American and I can slip between these
two worlds with ease and exist in both simultaneously. I am aware
of the reality that an ethnic and racial border exists between people
and that it is destroying the bond that we have as a human race.
Culture does not honor borders. Culture is about change and growth.
I feel that it is my responsibility as an artist to be a vehicle
for culture, to inspire a sensibility of the creative, to pierce
the fence we have built to keep ourselves apart and to remind people
of the common experience we share in life.
Spending summers with my family in El Teúl, Mexico has been
something I will always cherish because of the time spent with my
grandmother listening to her stories. In America, one is always
being told who we are simply because it is so difficult to remember
any more. Blind materialism, over consumption and self interest
have become the American way. It has blinded many people from having
a genuine vision of life and has sold them a mass produced picture
of what should be. My grandmother’s stories reminded me of
who I am and where I come from. One time she told me something that
instilled in me a great anxiety. She said, “For every Indian
that dies a whole library is set aflame”.
My work records through images these stories and the events that
have shaped my life but also touch on the allegorical and universal
experiences shared by many. Those stories that are passed on from
mother and father to daughter and son that seem so impossible yet
are told with such conviction you dare not question their authenticity.
Stories that give place and meaning to your existence, stories your
grandmother tells of guardian angels by bedsides, of the devil dancing
on roof tops, stories of hardships past when things seemed dark
and uncertain. All these narratives are important and they touch
on religion as well as on the impact of politics, ecology and cultural
unrest in our society. Each piece I make is a voice to memory, an
artistic artifact recalling old words that fade with time, a celebration
of the survival of a culture and a reflection of the inequity and
divisiveness of people as a race.
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